Friday, 21 August

I had a mental breakdown today..... Got to work, felt so stressed that I was getting sick. Bad headache, stomach issues and my heart was racing so I ended up leaving work really early. Left around 9:30 am. Came home, tried laying down for a while - but my heart was racing so hard that I couldn't sleep. It's been bad the last few days with work, really stressed out and it's finally taken it's toll on me. So took some aspirins and tried watching some tv, keeping my mind off work. That was hard to do. So once Kurt got up, we went out for some lunch (couldn't eat though), then went up to Bordines Nursery, got a few things. I felt a lot better after talking with Kurt about stuff. Still stressed from work but wasn't going to let it get to me. On the way home, picked up Olivia - came home and the three of us hung out for a bit until Kurt had to go to work. Went up to Priss Studio, chatted with Jon then came home. Had a babysitter for the evening, Mariah came over at 8:30 pm - I then went to Mike and Dan's house and we headed out to Pronto. Was there for an hour or so, then went up to the pool hall in Ferndale. Had a lot of fun and we won every game. :) Woo Hoo. Was home by 12:30. It ended up being a much better night than day.